[As mentioned in the corona-update, publication of my forthcoming pamphlet (or book, really), N in Scrabble, has been delayed, for obvious reasons. I am therefore undertaking the daily posting of selections from it. In spirit, anyway: we’ll see how ‘daily’ this turns out to be…]
Never Had The Balls
This but not this instead this as this half of the face of your side of whatever happens to be at the point of all possible points as this least obtuse angle given at face value and called here for no other reason than itself at this chance moment taken without giving a toss about the chance of this being anything other than this or so to say a kiss regardless of duration in which your eyes could stay closed as indefinitely as the indefiniteness of this.
[nothing (Ø) operates A=B or whatever as it operates on itself and only symbols can say that]
That which is expected makes predictably the mistake of seeing formlessness as anything other than a form confusing and conflating freedom here as that which will take your hands wherever you choose to put them and give unlanding gestures to respond and reprimand that and only that pointed out as intent when it is in fact denied and reassuringly so with the same movements that caused the wave to swell against which you hold all that is not that.
[making the level best (ℵ1) feel like whatever ℵ0 means necessitates a healthy Platonic confusion]
There has all the charm of a song about a product of circumstance at the window to anywhere but there knocked upon and taking as much time as it needs to reveal the full recourse of its tension and greeting between you and the essence of there calling and marking itself not as itself but as the time and movement which one might call vital which it has been everywhere but there as the place you want to stay yet keeping here with all the thereness of there without the map of the mother leading you and keeping you there.
[worrying whether domination (A⊆B) is actually A⊂B or whatever is the definition of fiddling]
Then becomes and beckons both the consequence and cause of each and every possible place of possible place and cliché which as then as now presents itself not to itself but to anyone but you and then refines the means and desire to the same precise misdeed as memory then settles for the sofa where now and then a cliché of a cuddle could occur taken as a picture then developed into then.
[asking the same question of marriage (A⋂B) and happy-place A⋃B is more like it or whatever]
Though among many others it and itself are though part of a group of many others impossible without this though this and here are very likely possible without those others but to call the irreducible love without stopping to think is though perhaps not quite the best you could do though it comes close and perhaps the point and the point of you was to call it love and after the fact want it to be so and though it hurts to do violence work out what the name means after it’s stuck but getting stuck in the first place is harder than it looks though.
[don’t mistake falling blossom and streaks of flayed skin or whatever for anything profound or essential (A⊖B) they’re most certainly A×B and everything that might entail now just get lost]